Well talk about crazy. So I some what randomly decided to go to the second tryouts for the Bengal dancers. I kinda got talked into it, the "what could it hurt? It will be a great experience" type stuff. So whatever I went. Well.... I made it! Still in shock and like... uh... what did I just do!! I am so freaking scared out of my mind. I was not even thinking about going to ISU anymore and now I am!! I will have to go full time, and college does not sound like a happy thing, so... it will be intersting for sure. I am the most scared for the team though! I really don't want to hate dance. Sadly chances are I will get super stressed and pushed beyond any limit I knew I had. Does not help that people keep freaking me out. I am totally getting out of any comfort zone I have. The people I will be around will be, something very different then what I am used to. Ah... basically I am freaking out and scared. I know that if this is what I am supposed to be doing everything will be great and amazing and all that jazz. But like I said, this happend all so fast. I still dont even know what I am doing. Guess I will find out more this weekend. So as of now I am looking for a place to live in Pokie. I am now Black and Orange, a Bengal, and just throwing myself into something very unexpected. Just close my eyes and run! ISU here I come!
